.best friends means you .p u l l. the trigger.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 23:27:31 GMT

wow
livejournal
it has been a while..
reflecting on past entries..
its amazing how much life can change so rapidly.
i'm dating a boy named austen now. he's the best. seriously, i couldnt ask for better, and thats a big deal considering my fairly high expectations. i hope it lasts. i really do.
damn, life flies. enjoy it kids. en-fucking-joy it.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 05:26:28 GMT

new years resolution = quit smoking

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 02:35:29 GMT

did everyone forget about september 11 ?

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 01:23:28 GMT

you say you think you can help me
you think of me as someone who bleeds
well i never told you to love me
that's your sort of greed.

well i can make my own decisions
i can do what i want to do
and i don't have to share my addiction
with any of you

i'll be just fine
out of my mind
i like it this way
i know when to pray
and i'm in control
until it swallows me whole

i know you like to control me
you always need to be right
cuz i'm late once or twice
lose a job
or stay out all night

i can see high above this
the world is a boundry for you
and i know that you'd like
to see through it
the way that i do

and i'll be just fine
out of my mind
i like it this way
i know when to pray
and i don't need any
until i need more
i said i was sorry
a hundred times before
and i'm in control
until it swallows me whole

you say that you have to leave now
you can't stand the things that i do
you know that i'll need this
more than i'll ever need you

and i'll be just fine
out of my mind
i like it this way
i know when to pray
and i don't need any
until i need more
and i don't need any
until i need more
and i'm in control

until it swallows me whole
until it swallows me whole.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 19:20:59 GMT

private schools are small. very small.

stay up late. wake up early.

shoe stores smell good. as does gasoline.

listening is a good trait.

radio pillow. enough said.

negativity needs to be killed.

variety is good for you.

games in cereal boxes are fustrating.

value your jeans.. and t-shirts.

never leave someone waiting.

bad things happen to good people.

good things happen to bad people.

frosting a cake is difficult. very difficult.

watch the fuzzy channels.

sea gulls attack you when you feed them.

look for things no one sees.

"call for a good time".

sometimes losing is just as fun as winning.

clothes are expensive, even on sale.

secrets hurt. they are also hard to keep.

apologies are so overrated.

you can never get too much johny depp.

there are too many options in the sims.

a lie is a lie is a lie is a lie.

pip.

listen to the air conditioner.

dance when no one is around.

dance when everyones watching.

things are better when you wait for them.

getting new school supplies is the best.

decisions suck. as do choices.

never do tomorrow what you can do today.

come on baby, do the locomotion.

and also, cut loose, footloose.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 22:11:53 GMT

BABY GOT BACK :D

Mon, 23 May 2005 02:40:15 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:18:41 GMT

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ha.

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 03:03:38 GMT

..in a way...

..it doesnt even matter..

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 02:59:07 GMT

ok, so now its hunter

..<3 hunter <3

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:44:17 GMT

well it's about time...

<3 <3 tommy <3 <3

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:48:35 GMT

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"who spilt my beer?!"

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:42:09 GMT

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn

What is yo name?

Yo gangsta name be

Phat Crab Whacka

You ride around in a

A pair of 1962 Roller Skates

Yo gang

Gary Coleman's Alleycat Thugs

Yo shoes be

Chuck Taylors

Yo dubs be dis big, fool

3,413

How much money you got?

$4.69547633155029e+26

How gangsta are you, bitch?: 86%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 22:37:13 GMT

she says it's LACK OF SEX that's bringing me down.

am I just paranoid, OR AM I JUST STONEDDDDDDDDDD.

-Green Day.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 16:53:46 GMT

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 14:14:44 GMT

hahahahahaha
i'm in french class
we just ate crepe
yeah
i never update.

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 02:20:37 GMT

Jenn : Oh, why hello mister Eljay. We have not spoken in a while.
Mister Eljay : Indeed we have not, how have you been as of lately my dear?
Jenn : Oh you know, I have been very well. Kourtni and I have been out and about around various spots in Lexington, such as a retirement home, a daycare, a church, in a graveyard, on Portee's grave, the karatee studio, ect. How have you been?
Mister Eljay : Lonely as of lately, you have no bothered speaking with my in a very long time and I must tell you that I am very dissapointed and saddened. I looked forward to our daily visits.
Jenn : Oh dear, I am terribly sorry mist Eljay. I had a feeling this was so, a person with no name left me a message that i needed to update more, I had just hoped that I wouldn't have waited so very late. Will you ever forgive me? You must know how absolutely busy i have been with my little herb garden.
Mister Eljay : Oh but of course darling! I am always willing to forgive you dear, you after all created me, in a way, you are my very own mother. And I love you.
Jenn : Oh thank you ! Thank You! You have overwhelmed me with great joy. I love you also. Would you like some tea?
Mister Eljay : Certainly! Let's take a walk shall we?
Jenn : Oh yes, be sure to bring a sweater, it is a bit nippy out tonight..

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:40:25 GMT

la la la..
well things have been perr-itty boring as of lately...
...yup...

damn

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 19:18:59 GMT

don't you just love it when people say they will call but then never do..

gah, story of my life..

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:54:06 GMT

wow, my mom can be so cool
we threw a party in my room with candles and stuffed animals, and then went on a walk at 11:30 at night and pretended to vandalize the neighbors christmas decorations and then we saw a cop so we pretended he was after us. it was much fun, especially after my mucho uneventful day. :D <3

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 03:55:19 GMT

N3G4TIV3Z3R0: oh uh uh no you didn't
You Pig747: oh shyea i did
N3G4TIV3Z3R0: i'm gonna slap ya upside the head
You Pig747: =-O
You Pig747: how rude
N3G4TIV3Z3R0: that was uh, ghetto talk for you're really cool and i'm gonna give you a hug
You Pig747: lol

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 01:14:21 GMT

NBoismenu: call me eagore

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 23:29:55 GMT

wow, so you might as well not even bother asking me to hang out because my mom has decided to be gay and control every aspect of my life while i become her personal servant. so unless you want to come to my house and help me do work, you might as well not even ask. i guess my brother gets to have my fun for me.

best friends arnt supposed to make you cry.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 22:25:37 GMT

mmmm coffee..

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 02:20:56 GMT

i just love to hang out with all my friends and theyre oh so perfect boyfriends and girlfriends.. being single is great.. really..

hot damn, i need a boyfriend.